You are, What you choose to become !!
Once upon a time, there was this girl who was born in the '90s in a middle-class family with considerably high values regarding religion, culture n society grown-up in the middle of immense love from their parents, with considerably good studies in primary school, she got into Gurukul, although she was unable to live away from parents, she wanted to be in that. She managed well though she cried many times. She is sensitive(though she acts like strong), intelligent, kind-hearted and Lil arrogant too, people get afraid of her because of her strong looks n truth worshiping nature. She somehow successfully completed her schooling by having considerably good friends.
Coming to Intermediate, she has joined in a reputed college away from home again in a hostel as usual with having horrible food n a tough schedule of college, somehow managed to get over from the first year.
Second-year of college, now a day-scholar, her mom n brother were there with her, she is a teenager living in a city came from a village, like every other teenage girl's mentality she used to look at boys, etc.. but not so serious things.
Her mother was so afraid that she is a girl n first time in the city, looking at things happening around, she thought of asking her but as she was arrogant n she hates it when someone doubts her if she didn't do anything.
And one day there was this incident, where her JL dint noticed her attendance n called to her mom asking where is ur girl she dint come to college, her mom felt Lil heart-attack n was crying until the girl called her n said the JL was wrong she is in college. What her mom thought was that she might have eloped with someone n she was too angry on that day, she cried, scolded her mom, etc.. but that didn't satisfy her mom, for the first time she calmed down n thought of making her mom believe that she is not that kind Of girl.
She managed n promised her mom that she won't do such things. Her mom felt happy.
Her brother was a B-tech 2nd-year student then, he used to read some motivational books taking them from his friends, even bought some.
She once had encountered a book called "Channeling youth power" she found that as interesting n started to read n completed it.
Though she liked n agreed with the book, her brother n her ego stopped her agreeing that she is the wrong n she should change her self. She secretly used to study the book pretending that she doesn't know what that book is when her brother was watching.
Things went on n she used to get angry easily on things n people if they don't agree with her, she was getting more interest study such kind of books n started to read all books which her brother brought pretending that she is not agreeing with him, she is just reading this books. He used to tease her, preach her some don't s whenever she cries n arrogant.
She was kept on thinking about things said in the books, that's when her life has taken a turn, that was at the end of the second year, done with her exams. Overcoming her Ego she bought a book called "Overcoming anger" n started reading it this time not secretly, her brother gave a smile looking at her.
In the time(5 months) between her Intermediate n B-tech, she became a follower of Swami Vivekananda knowing that who was the man behind such thoughts which made her think again about herself. She used to think rather than studying a lot of books, she read n think about things that said in the books n was literally in search of truth behind life n of course who is actually Vivekananda is ? is he right in all aspects ?. she is not an anti-social, n she doesn't want to become an anti-social by merely following what has been said in books, she used to co-relate things from outside n inside.
She just thought of giving a try to the things that have been said in books though she does not believe them completely, she thought of testing them.
she tried practicing them in real life...
That's how She started the journey of Questioning, learning, and experimenting.
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