It's Okay

Let people be against you

Let the world be against you

Let them criticize

Let them discourage 

Let them bark

Let them demotivate 

Let them be jealous  

Let them think of putting you down,

Let everyone be whatever they want

Let them do whatever they want

Do not lose yourself my dear,

Do not stop your quest for search

Do not stop pursuing who you are

Do not stop believing in yourself

Do not try to put yourself down for somebody else

Be firm on your decisions,

Be sure about your desires,

Be committed to your goals, 

It all happens when you desire firmly, purely.

And, when you want something all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it. 

Experiences

Life is a journey, where you constantly improve yourself to a finer, stronger and wiser version of you. Where the road is where you experiment things, moving out of your comfort zone in search of better view of the world.
You get stabbed, thrown out, humiliated, and looked down upon. You feel like a piece of shit surrounding people with omniscient knowledge. Nobody cares to know your story, all they want is people to fit in their hole. You feel like lost, you curse yourself for not having a great background, you get depressed. Nobody in your circle try to understand what I'm trying to do or what i want to do, all they could say is 'get a job, get married'. I get irritated at first, later i used smile at their stupidity.

The experiences i had never were to be proud of yet life turning experienced. They changed the way i look at life, they made me more patient, more stubborn, more stronger, most of all they made me to know my value, know my worth. I became more confident, more self aware and more content.

I may not remember the things i did or people I met or places i have been, but its clearly visible the person I have become.

Now I laugh at mistakes, I smile at ignorance, I learn through experiments, I make myself and people happy, I love myself and the world, I live.

Live, Love, Learn, Laugh. 

Let her be!

Let her be, I whispered,

Life has been hard on her,
And she has equally been hard on life,
This is not what she prayed for, this life.

Let her be, I whispered,
She wants to live, live a life of pure freedom 
She wants to run out and explore and figure out life herself,
She wants to live a life on her own discretion.

Let her be, I whispered
She has grown numb to the constant murmuring around her,
Her eyes are heavy laden with burden,
One can feel the anxiety floating in her eyes,
She's not a lost soul, she's a soul lost in this world.

Let her be, I whispered 
She has a deep ocean of patience within her,
One might even take advantage of that,
Though she knows where to draw the line.

Let her be, I whispered 
She lies down every night, and prays quietly,
Prays to the mighty one, that her faith may never fail her,
That her faith may get her where she ought to be,
That her faith may grant her the hope she needs,
And that she may learn to love herself,
Amen, I whispered.

It's okay to be anything, be true to yourself, be you!

It's okay to fail, for you learnt what could be done,
It's okay to let down by people, for you know ultimately it's your life and your happiness that matters,
It's okay to feel vulnerable, for you know you will become more stronger, 
It's okay to not being cared by any, for you know you love yourself and care for yourself,
It's okay for being the subject of gossip, for you know, people don't know the story,
It's okay if they misunderstood you, for you know what you are,
It's okay if people leave you the midway, for you know in the end its you not anyone,
It's okay if people don't believe in you, for you know you don't need approval,
It's okay if people can't get you, for you know you are mystery! not everyone can decipher it, 
It's okay to let go, for you know you need peace,

It's okay to be YOU, for you know you are a Magic that needs to happen.

The process of learning!

It's not the test of expertise rather the test of your ability to learn and produce it.

the process of conquering your fears
the process of working on weaknesses
the process of realizing your strengths
the process of discovering yourself
the process of understanding the importance of your life
the process of knowing priorities
the process of making yourself stronger amidst difficulties
the process of learning to be objective
the process of bringing yourself out of comfort zone
the process of pushing your stereotypes about yourself(the imaginary limits).

Be the few!

“Most of us will settle for fine.
Most of us will stream mp3s instead of asking a friend to play the guitar.
Most of us will run on a treadmill at the gym instead of going to the park.
Most of us will watch 10 second videos on a computer instead of going to a play.
Most of us will eat something we can throw in the microwave instead of learning to cook.
Most of us will aspire to being known, to being famous for just a little while.
Most of us will be willing to be embarrassed, to hurt ourselves, if it means being known.
Most of us will be more concerned with that, with being known, than being remembered by anyone special.
Most of us will decide that it’s too soon or too late in life to go after what we really want.
Most of us will never actually sit down and think about what we really want.
Most of us will spend more time reading status updates than we spend reading books.
Most of us will take more pictures of ourselves than actually looking at the world around us.
Most of us will take the one unique and precious life we’ve been given and spend it being, just ok.
Most of us will make do.
And you will meet most of us and when you do, remember this.
Be the few.
Be the few.”

—Iain Thomas, The Life And Death Of Most Of Us.

Forgiveness

We make mistakes,
We need to forgive ourselves in order to move.
We need to move on and delete some chapters in our life book. While we learn lessons from it we need to learn to forgive ourselves.

Mistakes are to teach you things, you can't hate your mistakes as that's how you learnt things. 

forgiveness is the best indication that you love yourself. 

I dream!

I dream big, so big that I don't find anything related to people's problems or worldly problems is not related to me, I feel for everything that bothers humanity as a whole. I think of it, I try to find solutions to get at least few people out of misery. I try to understand everything that causes miseries so that I can work to bring people out of it.
It was even worst before!
I used to go restless about these problems before, now that I understand a bit that It's no use being a fanatic or go gaga over things, I need to be at peace to understand and solve things one by one. So, I learned, learned to be happy, still trying to learn to live the moment.
Yet, I'm bit in a loop to find out what and how should I go about dealing with the things, because I cannot Ignore a single thing, how to prioritize!, with all these things in mind, I have resolved long back that I want to become a civil servant, not because of its high popularity or something but because of its path, the path to getting into it is what i was fond of.

So, when I'm trying to focus on something that I was studying and If some other things happens, I'm not resisting myself from shifting focus because I feel that is matter of my concern.

What I need at present?, What is the only that matters at present? Because only one things should be matter of your concern at given time. Else, your efforts goes in vain.

I want to become successor of PM Narendra Modi, to walk in his path in working for nation building by taking his legacy forward to reach the message of his mission and love for the nation.

i want to become a TED speaker to talk about the peace and happiness and about humanity as a whole of unity.

I want to become a topper in Civil service examination because people only listen to those who succeed with flying colors so I want to become a topper and spread the message of humanity to the extent possible. 

The beautiful!

I'm worth!

 

I will not let anyone tell that I'm not worth of something. I deserve everything what I have. I'm worth investing time and money. I deserve to be happy. I deserve love. I deserve freedom. I deserve to live life. 

Not for anyone, but for you!

Live a life of example, rather than pleasing people to agree with your opinion or impressing them to get a chance for your voice to be heard. 

Live yourself like you and it serves as an example.

Be you.

It's better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for something you are not.
Stop caring for yourself(like obsession) and you will automatically care less about what people think of you.

Stop beating up yourself for everything that has gone wrong, Its not your fault every time. Do your part.
And It's not wrong to observe people may be you are wasting time by doing it just look after it. 

This moment is what defines you.
What you prioritize is what matters.

Between going with the flow and things that drive you but subsided by petty issues of yours.

What matters you, what drives you is what makes you content.
What is important for you now!! at the moment. Is what is needed. Everything else can wait. Things may be important to you but at the moment only one thing matters, choose that and work on it. Note down the other things and schedule them.
 

For the love of mirroring myself: Write

I think I want to write as it helps me relieve my stress and makes me look at myself from the third perspective, I can be able to look at myself if I put my thoughts on paper.

I want to write, not to become a good writer or make something out of it but for the love of expressing myself to myself in a more detailed, organized manner.

Writing down my thoughts also make me rethink about my opinion, makes me clear about my ideas, get clarity over my choices.

I interpret things that happen to me, I try to get the reasons and lessons from it and I like storing them in the form of writing. 

Refining

Became a victim of weaknesses
Learned from experiences
Overcoming regress
Making room for progress 

Realizing dreams
Living with happiness.

Neeve!

Nee kosamai ne vethukuthunna, kanta padave ikanaina
ninu gurthinchedela ee samasthana ?

Nee jaade kastha thelupava!,
Kalavarame ne paduthunna, ninu thalachina prathi kshanamuna,

Ne maye nanu musirinade,
ne dhyase nanu thariminade

Ninu korina ee manasuna,
nee roopame ne chudalekunna,

Nee chelime ne koruthunaa,
Neekai ne vechivunna.