10 days

IPC 2017(Nov 22 to Dec 2)

The days that introduced me to happiness, that gave sense of belonging, where i felt home, people of pure souls, i lived more close to myself than i ever lived, i laughed more heart-fully than i ever did, so close to the nature, so close to the heart, so close to the beautiful souls. It was all new to me, i was embarrassed first, i don't know how to be myself before, i introduced myself to me there, i don't know what was i doing when i was there, experienced every kind of emotion and feeling, it broke all my stereotypes. I felt a stranger after coming back, it felt like a new world I'm living in. It took me time to adjust to the people and situations. Visited aranya once again in that trans. After that slowly the situations, people, materialist things and people made me mechanical again. 

But that feeling still lasts in me the feeling of togetherness, freedom, belonging. The days I always look back at when I get mad about the world, that gives me hope, that gives me strength, 

It's the time

The joy and laughter

The happy, optimistic end to IPC

Where am I?

Acknowledging the current scenarios

Oh is it how it happens?

I stand with you 

Miss take

The learning process,

Not every one is similar,
you learn from your experiences
the love you experience, the people you meet, the bonds you develop, the way society takes you , everything is different in everyone's life,
People try to control you for the society, for the fame, for the name, for their sake.
Nobody ever own anyone's life or destiny,
Never get away by people's words or deeds, stand up for your principles.

I did not make mistakes, I experimented things that might work to get out of my frustration, to get out of my fear, from pressure , from stereotypes, to know about things, about people.

I wish the souls that i get connected, to be in my life always.

#Metoo

Consent is not static, it should be continuous and incremental.
A women won't accuse someone so that she can get some fame.
the old boys’ network always comes together to shut you out. They make you feel that there’s something wrong with you for blowing up a “trivial” incident out of proportion, this is why it's so hard to fight sexual abuse.
When she says listen, keeping your judgmental brains aside and listen to what she has to say, let her voice be heard whether it's your sister, daughter, wife or a friend whoever.

Every girl has experienced a worst night mare in her life at least once,

I had, too:

For the person I'm, for environment i grew up, for the dreams i have, for the beliefs i have, for the risks i take, It never was easy to live the way you wanted to. 

The vulnerability, the uniqueness, the fear, the judgments you get, the barks you hear, for the criticisms you face it was more than just being normal.

Being struck b/w acting to be normal which i do not know, trying to fight for the way i want to be, 

I never thought something was wrong or right, sometimes even i thought it was wrong , it was needed for the moment, its the way out at the moment. 

I was raised with an opinion that i should not raise my voice because society points at you if you raise, you should be perfect in front of society, if you face problems that is your problem not anyone's. you must correct yourself. You are wrong always.

Trust me you are not wrong most of the times, shout out when you need to. 

stand up yourself.