The Happy Soul.

Letter to my future husband.

Dear !,
Im not a typical girl who watch fairy tales, who's fond of beauty and fall behind all emotions. I'm a strong n independent who has passion for life and even have certain dreams and of course abnormal at times.
I know the value of things n people. I know what love exactly is, I can understand you, make you feel comfortable n support you at any point of time. yes I dont know where you are, who you are and how you are but I wish I ll find you soon.
I'm a soft hearted girl, handle me with care, but be honest. I could understand anything(ANYTHING).
I'm sure about my emotions and feelings and I'm not an emotional fool. I'm a honest and a loyal girl.
If I say I mean something, I definitely mean it. My every act will have an emotion n reason behind it, try to know me.

I wish I ll be showing to you my true self , I wish I can communicate with you in silence, I wish I feel you as my soul mate, I wish I do not hide my madness, crazyness, humbleness and my urge of meeting my love n life partner.

I wish I do not adjust but feel comfort in presence of you.
I wish I love you not because you are my husband but because I found my love in you.I wish I passionately love you, no egos, no attitudes, no blames, no adjustments and finally as my love.

I dont know I could find you before marriage or magic happens during the marriage. 

I have had bad experiences with ppl, I had relationships before but those didn't work out because I couldn't find myself alive being in them. I used to hid myself sometimes, I do not want that. At times I felt that, this might be the love but couldn't able to agree to it at the end of the day. I felt good about the pamper they have shown on, the care they did to me but I felt there is something more which I need than these things. I need someone with whom I feel the urge to show my naked soul than body. With whom I could show all my dark n lighter sides. Who doesn't make me feel down about myself. Who shows passion in loving me. 

I don't want to see you and my future as 2 different things.

I don't want you to adjust with me, bare with me or love me because there is some reason behind it. 

I want to see the passion in your eyes. I want you to make me feel beautiful for you. I seem like an open book, but no I'm not. I hide alot. Try knowing me.

I ll not only be the one on whom you can lean on for support, with whom you can share the weirdest things, who can lend you a shoulder to cry on. But looking into the eyes I can make you forgot the world and can give you hope when you are broke. I ll be the one for whom you can turn for anything when you are low.

I may not be eagerly waiting but Yes lovingly hopeful to get excited. 

Because I believe in love and I believe I deserve it.

P.S: I love you, No matter what.

Your love.

The beautiful soul in existence.