Explorer!

Yeah, the exciter,
“Channeling youth power!” That's how the transformation started in me when as a kid, I thought that I have so much urge n strength to do things but do not know what to do, I frequently get excited n angry as well. 

That book struck my eyes n read that. Interesting! 

I started reading books one after the other, n started practicing what is in it. The selfishness vanished, the peace built, the search began, things started to change. So the confusion, grownup as well. 

Things going well, but the confusion still exists and the feeling that I couldn't do anything about things happens around me was haunted. The search went on, the calmness followed. 

Observed things closely, joined various NGOs that are working on child care, orphans, education provisions, etc. Visited old age homes, villages, ashrams, etc. People are happy helping them or providing them with days amenities, even I felt good for the moment but do not know I couldn't fill my emptiness resided in me, I was craving for more to do, was longing to take away all the misery. I felt that this is not the end of my search. Something more is needed unable to find out. Sometimes I felt like lost, pessimism surrounded. 

Spent my days in calmness, the search is still on. Lost in thoughts, distracted by surroundings lived there in confusion without any knowledge of myself. 

But meanwhile I found out that political agendas having the larger impact on people's lives in all aspects. The policies which are governed by them are deciding how people should live their lives.

Because, people lack their individuality to live on their own. They want to depend on somebody to make things easier and expect the best. They don't want to change how they are doing things, instead they want policies and system to change so that ll enforce them to do things in better way.