From sane to insane as a part of progress!

Will i regret in future for not controlling my mind from its emotions ?

Somethings i couldn't able to do, i need support n a shoulder to lean sometimes.

I can't always control everything that is surrounding me. I have people in my life who expect somethings from me, I had to fulfill those for that i need to act my mind sometimes, but definitely not in a evil way which harms other beings.